twinkelbelpeach | I suck as a journalist

I can't believe it's been three months since I've posted anything; I truly do suck as a journalist. But I'm just not an initiator. Everything I do is in response to other people and I am a terrific responder. I have plenty of opinions and don't mind expressing them, but for some reason I always leave it to the other person to initiate the dialogue. There must be some way to kickstart myself. Right now I just sit and stare at the blank page, giving it an evil suspicious eye like it's going to bite me. And maybe it should. Because then I'd have something to respond to!